Jeremypoems

Jeremy

I am a 23 yr old from Northeast Tennessee. I graduated from Happy Valley High school in 1995. After High school I really came out to just about everyone. Some accepted it others didn't. During this time I would write in a journal my thoughts and feelings. Most of it is dark due to the depression I was feeling and sometimes still do. Some of you may understand where I am coming from others will not. If what is written helps you in any way I feel the pain I went through was worth it. There is only one poem for now till I get the time to set down and put some more here. It is hard to work graveyard in a nursing home and find time for yourself.

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In darkness I travel,

Alone and weary,

In the night,

I hear no whispers of love,

Darkness has consumed your heart,

There is no room for me,

Alone I wander,

Never knowing for how long,

No light from the moon,

For guidence along the way,

Forever searching,

Never knowing for quite how long,

Hopeing for not long,

But honestly never knowing,

Feeling the pangs of lonliness,

when sleeping alone,

Awakening to no one,

Wanting someone to feel,

To hold,

And caress in the night,

In the darkness,

With my love,

I will shatter the darkness,

The darkness that engulfs my love,

Being able to fill someones soul with warmth,

The warmth that gives freedom from the darkness,

Without darkness we are free to love,

To love the way we were born to love,

Forever trusting,

Always accepted,

Never forgiven for being who we are,

Wanting nothing more,

But love and undestanding in return,

To be together forever,

With the one we love so dear,

Commited for eternity,

Never knowing darkness again.

Write Jeremy